A Stephanie H. Original
(Oh yea, sorry I have been gone for awhile now...)
I'm just letting my fingers type
never stopping my expressions
this sadness in my heart I'm feeling
has really got me under pressure
now they say I have to take a chance
and whatever the choice
there is a lesson to be learned
how can i continuosly test out my heart
and risk it to be permanently scorned
they say let nature take its course
but on what level am I
no matter the situation
all chances seem to pass me by
so do I wait patiently
or begin to search
cause these lonely nights ain't getting it
and my heart continues to hurt
I begin to question myself
and start to think there's no one left
I thought the rules were
first begin with love for yourself
I've done it all
I've lusted
cheated
been faitfhul
fallen for a crush
but I'm ready to use my heart
instead of falling in love with my ****
