*sits in the lobby with everyone, looking around with a ball in his hand* Pretend you all were my best friends and I was dying in a hospital. Every day I feel the most excrutiating pain that I could popssibly ever go through, and you all see me sufferent day in and out. One day you come while the nurse is out and I ask,
Please...Can you...pull the plug?
Would you do it for me? Could you commit euthanasia on someone to end their suffering?
tHIS IS long so if ya dont want to read it, well dont read it biotches and dont complain cause i warned ya
actually...since I wont see any of yall negroes anyways in the first place I can say this...actually Ive been in that situation and it was actually my grandmother who asked me about 3 months before she actually died...i didnt do it of course but she asked me to and for those next 3 months she went through the most pain i HAVE ever seen a human being go through in my life, and when she was yelling at night and screaming because of the pain because her kidney's were slowly failing and dialysis wasnt working and people dont like to donate kidneys to old people :? I would sometimes want to go in there with a pillow and just end it for her.....but I never had the courage or the nerve....and I never really got to tell her goodbye when she died because she wanted, well insisted for me to go to my awards banquet my senior year instead of stay at the hospital and my mom called me right after I got the award that said I would speak at graduation......
and that is the exact moment I hated black men, men in general, when she died as well, which I wont get into that. :roll: ..lets just say if i do date someone i wont ever fall in love like she did
ehh... im kind of confused at how you not liking black men fit anywhere into that picture...
thats, WHY I SAID i wouldnt get into it, because it would be a loooonggg story...it would be just like "roots" up in here lol
then u shoulda left that part out... you cant just leave us hanging!
the trees in the south DO bear some strange fruit...
lets just say this...she died a former physically and verbally abused woman who loved her husband of 62 years forever and all eternity but he regarded her as "something to clean my house with and to cook me a meal ever now and again"..even though he died about 6 months before her, his last words and actions were to kick her in the bed, with his elbow into her chest, when she was still going through her kidney failure and to tell her to 'get the hell outta the bed because you sicken me"..and her last dying words was "I'm sorry for loving someone too hard".......ya happy now :?...thats the summary and Im not getting into any more of that past crap
I couldn't do it....because regardless I would feel like I was the one who **** you.
Cosign .. And I would always think if I hadnt pull the plug .. Would u have improved or something the next day .. I would just always have the feeling of .. "If I had just waited a little longer" ..
I don't know what to think. I was upset when they pulled th e plug on my play-grandma....
even though she was sick, I was upset :cry:
Either way is bad!
then u shoulda left that part out... you cant just leave us hanging!
the trees in the south DO bear some strange fruit...
.. I would just always have the feeling of .. "If I had just waited a little longer" .. 
