What Ive Learned (Ice Cold)

Im too busy tryin to love in a world of hate, Now I see that awesome isnt always that great. Ive learned that if you can't always love your friends, Separate your spends from your ends The future's price is the greatest dividend So dont you package more than you can send... Dont pretend, youll only hurt Me Money isnt everything until your not working Shes your Queen if she wants you as her King Confuse not a smile with the curl of smirking You reap what you put in the ground, it grows now And what you did in the past? It all shows now Feel like the devil's workin overtime with a snow plow Cuz im not Mary J Blidge, but im finna Go Down... Im afraid of being weak so I lay ice where my heart used to be, God, usually Im good at these words I speak but it seems like Im losing control. Like dying without losing your soul, losin your whole and boozin out of whack, cant believe my body's in tact. Matter of fact its happenin so fast I cant react. I wish it could be last night and yesterday was so right, I was so wrong to see light, think if i cut then i might not bleed, might...open up to darkness, empty and deep, damn howd I start this... thought I was smart, sh*t...end this with "Dearly Departed.."? Thought it was "Dearly Beloved" but thats a good ending I havent seen, havent dreamed but once and even then it seemed like it was just too good to be true. What I've learned? Some people just dont live a happy life. :arrow:

*speechless*