Lovers and Friends

Last year I meant this guy and from the first time I talked to him I knew it was something different about him. We became good friends. I love him so much that I don't even know if I want to be with him or just be friends. In the future I would like to marry him. I have a problem with trusting people so I don't know if the things he says to me are sincere. He tells me that he loves me all the time. I have already told him how I feel about him but he never really said that he wants to be with me. He dosent want me to talk to any other guys. We act like a couple but without the title. Now we are far apart and I don't know what will happen. I plan to go visit him for spring break. He wants me to meet his mom. He is a mama's boy and the fact that she knows about me and he shows her pictures of me, that should mean something huh? What do you think?

If yall gonna be together, you need to go ahead and make it official. If the chemistry is there and you have acknowledged it something has to be done. Why bullshyt around?

but it's something that we don't talk about. We know we have that chemistry but we don't discuss it. I need to know if he is on the level that I am on.