Ashamed!

Ok...now I know I aiint the only one who has messed wit someone and ashamed to admit that they did. Cause if my gurls knew that I messed around with this ****...I'd never live it down. I already get it juss cause we were/kinda stil are talkin! Soo I dare not tell them anything else. I guess everyone has their share of mud ducks...but damn...this is killin me. Please tell me Im not alone! Oh yeah...and I told him if he ever told anyone and it got back to me...I'd deny the whole thing. Cause Im real good at denyin stuff...plus I look too innocent to do anythang! Is that wrong?!

I am ashamed that I ever talked to this guy when I was in high school. I was hooked up by a friend. We talked on the phone for a while, and he seemed pretty cool. Although I knew he was a little goofy. I was proud to tell every one that I talked to him including my ex-boyfriend. He laughed when I told him who I was talking about! Was what all of that about? I was all bragging, come to find out that they went to the same school. Thats not the worst part, when I met him it was nothing like how I expected he was a total nut job. He became to attached talking about he loved me after like 3 weeks, and **** me said it back. :cry: He started calling me all the time, crying on the phone and all. Now I see why my ex laughed when I told him who I was talking to. He could of warned me that this boy was crazy!! Shame!