I just would like 2 know how many people at this point in life are happy with where they are and what they have? Me i would say yes but no. I guess i always want more than what i have. I think greed is my problem. I think i want 2 much outta life and i dont wanna settle for anything less than that. I have a huge wall in front of me now that i have to find away to climb on my own. But are you happy or do you want more?
i want more out of life. more self-esteem, more things to do, more money to do it with. but if i were to think about how far i've come in terms of my self-esteem/ confidence i'd have to be the happiest person alive. in terms of what really matters like the progression of my education, my faith, my talents, i'm very happy with where i am.
i'm blessed to be where i am with what i got. but yeah i wish there was more. i wish i wasnt so self-concious. i''m ready to graduate college and be happy financially and emotionally. but right now no i'm not happy just blessed.
As of now i'm happy where i'm at....i always want more, but who doesn't...when the time is right for me to have it then that's cool...until then i'mma take things day by day and pray for another day of breathing and being healthy...
No. Its not that I am " not happy " with life. I think its more so that I am not SATISFIED with my life right now. I need and want more. I just need alotta fulfillment is different areas. I want a serious relationship, I need more money....I NEED to take 18 hours this fall, but only taking 15. I need more focus to get to my 3.5 gpa. I need more self confidence, so I can do things that I am interested in SGA...I feel like my life isnt at the point where I can be fully happy and satisfied...until some of my needs are met.
Not happy, not satasfied, not anything but blessed cuz I'm still here. But uh naw. I could go on and on about what I dont have what I want and blah blah blah but bottom line I'm not happy, I've acknowledged that and I'm doin somethin about it. :arrow:
i'm not gonna say that i'm happy....i'll say that i'm "satisfied"...i'm taken care of...i got everything i need and i want...but lately i been dealing with some issues...but everyone goes through them and i think that's what makes people say that they are happy in life...but if ya don't have them then you ain't livin...but i think that i could have more than i have in life...its just i stay on the go all the time and i never have time just to really have a "life"
I would say that I'm blessed and content. I'm in college trying to get my degree, don't have any rugrats, independent, and a lucky military kid that gets to go to Japan to visit parents(not many ppl can say that). And with all the crap and crazy things in this world, I could be hell a lot worse off...living on the street with 12 kids, 8 baby daddies, and doing ****...ok i might have exaggerated a little there. But ya get the point. Life is good, it could get better but it's still a good life and thats all that matters.
Since there are so many aspects to life I'll just break them down:
Love life: It's cool, I like it...My girl and I are getting along good....
Finances: Broke as hell...no job...I need to be on the corner with a "Why lie? I need a beer" sign.
School: I am at home but Alabama State is getting on my nerves with the tuition increase...Another school gave me the run around but I ain't even gonna go there...
Spiritual: It could be 75% better but I am working on being closer to God...I am seeing how it feels to fall out of God's good grace....
Social life: **** ****...I can't go nowhere (see forementioned finances)...So, I be in the damn house...
Family: The only good part..The fam living it up
YeaH i waZ happY with lYph unTil thiZ weEk =/ but i thinK its because im sp0iled ...-> I wanTed to get a neW caR and my paRenTs were suPpose to let me driVe the 4x4 because i cOuldnt drive a stiCk but my daD got a neW Car a few daYz agO when they were supPose to be loOking for a caR for me sOwe now we haVe three carZ and he dOesnt driVe the neW car to wOrk inStead he driVes the 5 speeD i was suPPose to eventuallY Learn hOw to driVe and my mom driVe the 4x4 i was suPpose to be driVing so nOw i dont haVe a Car to driVe at all and i wanTed a jetta or a 2 doOr Honda Civic but my mOm claims its nOt in thE"budGet" but to maKe a loNg storie shoRt a furniture delivery guy came to deliver some new furniture and he was runnin his fkinG moUf about how he had a car he was selling and how it was this and that and it was a fkinG Saturn the Only CarZ i dont liKe neXt tO Kias sO im **** ofF and there is ( i donT know if this is toO goOd to Be truE but it was a 1999 and he wanTed like 2.ooo for iT ???)... I dont have anythinG against Saturns because they are goOD carZ but they are nOt stylish aT alL pluS there is nOthing i caN do aBout it but be grAteful for wHAt i haVe beCause alOt of peOple in HIgh skoOl dONt get carS but daYmm im **** -> I Go to a pRivate skoOl and jusT about eVeryONe is rollin in a TiiGht ayZ caR liKe EscalaDes Jettas Hondas BMWs and MerCeDeZ anD i guesS its a status thinG but its noT lYke they dont haVe the monEy to get me thE kinD of caR i wanT but i dunnO i gueSs im ungraTefUl buT i dONt know what tO do because a car is a Car but i juSt canT seE it liKe that beCuase all 3 of thE carZ we haVe are niCe and all mai frIends haVe niCe riDes sO i dunO i eVen vOlunTeEred to heLp paY for a Car if i cOuld piCk it Out eVen if it was UseD but my mOm saiD nO but i dONt caRe iM gOing tO saY someting becauSe i aBsOluTely haTe SATURNZ :cry: but im realli **** because they were supPOse to be loOking for me a car and weNT Out and bought a new caR and waIted all daY to get ChrOme for the tiREz its liKe they fOrgot all abOut meEh and i buZt mai ayz at skoOl getTing good grades to make them haPpy and staY out of trOuble but mY mOm in paTiCular dOesnt seEm to wanT to liSten bUt OOh well i knOw there are peOple Out dere wiTh wOrse prOblems thaN me sO i neEd to StoP beinG sO sp0iled and WanTing what all the whYte kidZ at skoOl haVe =/
