I just would like 2 know how many people at this point in life are happy with where they are and what they have? Me i would say yes but no. I guess i always want more than what i have. I think greed is my problem. I think i want 2 much outta life and i dont wanna settle for anything less than that. I have a huge wall in front of me now that i have to find away to climb on my own. But are you happy or do you want more?
I like your method U Gotta Feel Me....so i'm gonna jack it ok? K
Finances: Got a steady job for the summer and some decent hours. Could be gettin paid more, but hey...i can't complain. It's a blessing regardless.
Education: Part of me wants to stress cuz the scholarship that i was prayin for from school looks like it might not be pullin thru. So, i have NO idea how i will be payin for this INCREASED tuition, but my God is a provider so i'm gonna try to chill & have faith.
Love Life: Happy that God removed someone from my life before i could fall into sumthin that would screw me up (ladies...pleeze watch out for pro athletes. smh.) Loneliness may seep in at times, but i believe that this is a season in my life to fully love Kenya, better myself, and grow as an individual.
Social Life: Since i've been workin so much for the summer, i haven't really had the chance to go out or kick it with my angels (friends) alot. It's cool tho. When i get back to HU, i'm gonna be doin so much on campus & off, that'll i'll be makin up for it triple time.
Spiritual: Not where i need to be, but not where i used to be. There is always room to elevate my relationship with Christ, and that's what i'm concentrating on. I just wanna lose myself in him. Fa real. When he's in the appropriate position, everything else just falls into order.
As of now i'm happy where i'm at....i always want more, but who doesn't...when the time is right for me to have it then that's cool...until then i'mma take things day by day and pray for another day of breathing and being healthy...
girl you took the words right outta my mouth, the healthy and errthang
Yeah I'm gonna have to break this down in categories too:
Love: Yeah, I'm totally in love rite now. He gets on my nerves and it **** that I'm leaving for college in less than 2 months, we'll be 8-10 hrs away...but whatever happens wit us will happen for a reason.
Spiritual: This is an area that I will admit that I struggle in. Those who are PKs know how it is to grow up in church then wanna step outside of it for a lil while...but I won't be too far from it for long.
Friendships/Social Life: For the most part this area is good. I keep in touch wit all my friends and try to talk to them on a regular basis. My social life **** because I spend half my time being antisocial (well it's not that I'm antisocial, I just don't trust too many people) so yeah that part could be better.
My summer program (the right now part)- This is the least happiest part of my life. I been in Upward Bound for the past 3 years yet I feel that I have wasted my time. Other than growing closer to my boyfriend and meeting my lil sister (my play sister) this summer has been a total waste.
Family: I am happy that I am getting to spend time wit my family b4 I get to Hampton this fall and be busy.
Heck yeah Im happy with life. How can someone not be? If you're able to wake up in the morning, breathe, and go about your business, then you should be counting your blessing and realize that those are more so reasons to be happy with life. Each day I think God for blessing me with concerned parents and giving me the opportunity to go to college, stay focus, and stay healthy. Alot of people are so quick to point out things they are not satisfied with, but fail to realize that everything happens for a reason; Maybe its not meant for you be in love right now or maybe its not meant for you to have a car like joe. Just be thankful with what you got ya know and live life to the fullest! :lol:
Im pretty satisfied with my life right now. Not everything is goin like i planned, but im over it. Im a lil upset with myself for not gettin my crap together...but im doin the best i can...with what i know.
