P o e t i q R e i g n wrote:

10. i still love & appreciate all complexions on Black men...but all of my friends & fam have noticed...& i guess i'll admit that...since i've gotten 2 college, the trend of brothas who have caught my eye have just about all been lightskinned....

MiztikalDreams wrote:

AggieHighlander wrote:

I'm only telling you people this because the chances of me actually meeting with most of you are nil... :roll: Anyway, here it goes: #1 I've recently been diagnosed with depression. However I refuse to take the medication, and I haven't been to threapy in a while, so its going untreated at the moment. #2 In lieu of #1, I've had self esteem problems since I was eight years old. (Despite what most people say, I still don't myself to be at all attractive) #3 I've mastubated for someone on my webcam before. #4 Lately I've been feenin like hell, but I've been able keep myself under control so far... :roll: I guess maybe I just need some attention or somethin. Ummm... I guess that's it.

Hey...that's not safe. Take it from someone who knows. If you don't do anything else..please take tha medication. I'va had numerous cousins and aunts and uncles sent to Parkwood Mental Hospital because they refused to take meds and they went overboard. YOu could actually cause damage to yourself and others and you'll miss out on lots of life. YOu don't know me and I don't know you but I'd hate to see a black man down...take tha MEDs...PLEASE

P o e t i q R e i g n wrote:

1. I'm not entirely innocent...I'll hardly ever admit it, so treasure this moment 2. There is a guy...who attends my school (A&T)...& who I started liking in the 10th grade...& most of those intense feelings have gone away...but it still feels like I'll always feel somethin' for him...& the worse thing about it...he's one of the biggest @$$holes I've eva met in life :x...he's actually one of the main reasons i'm so sarcastic now...mostly when it comez 2 dudez 3. I'm not all sunshine & smiley faces...a lot of times, that is just a front for what's really goin' on inside 4. & i'm much less secure...than i let on... 5. Between the 11th grade and...mostly my freshman year in college...I'd done enough very regretable things...things I wish I could take back....but just chalked 'em off to life's lessons...& have tried to better myself as a result... 6. every once in a blue moon...i'll cry...for no apparent reason...but...there's always a reason...or..reasons, should i say...no matter what i tell u 7. many people think they know me...& have me all or mostly figured out....but i'm willin' to put money on really no one knowin' even 50% of the real me 8. when it seems like i'm askin a lot of questions...it isn't about me being nosy, i promise...i just seriously and genuinely...want to know more about you...or whoever...or whatever...we're talkin about... 9. throughout my life, my main physical insecurities have been my tummy...& my height...i always wanted to be thinner...and a lil shorter... 10. i still love & appreciate all complexions on Black men...but all of my friends & fam have noticed...& i guess i'll admit that...since i've gotten 2 college, the trend of brothas who have caught my eye have just about all been lightskinned.... 11. my....more-specific confessions...shall remain with me...like someone before me said, ya can't tell everything....sorry, ya'll....

AggieHighlander wrote:

MiztikalDreams wrote:

AggieHighlander wrote:

I'm only telling you people this because the chances of me actually meeting with most of you are nil... :roll: Anyway, here it goes: #1 I've recently been diagnosed with depression. However I refuse to take the medication, and I haven't been to threapy in a while, so its going untreated at the moment. #2 In lieu of #1, I've had self esteem problems since I was eight years old. (Despite what most people say, I still don't myself to be at all attractive) #3 I've mastubated for someone on my webcam before. #4 Lately I've been feenin like hell, but I've been able keep myself under control so far... :roll: I guess maybe I just need some attention or somethin. Ummm... I guess that's it.

Hey...that's not safe. Take it from someone who knows. If you don't do anything else..please take tha medication. I'va had numerous cousins and aunts and uncles sent to Parkwood Mental Hospital because they refused to take meds and they went overboard. YOu could actually cause damage to yourself and others and you'll miss out on lots of life. YOu don't know me and I don't know you but I'd hate to see a black man down...take tha MEDs...PLEASE

I'm not taking a pill to make myself feel better. :roll:

MiztikalDreams wrote:

AggieHighlander wrote:

MiztikalDreams wrote:

AggieHighlander wrote:

I'm only telling you people this because the chances of me actually meeting with most of you are nil... :roll: Anyway, here it goes: #1 I've recently been diagnosed with depression. However I refuse to take the medication, and I haven't been to threapy in a while, so its going untreated at the moment. #2 In lieu of #1, I've had self esteem problems since I was eight years old. (Despite what most people say, I still don't myself to be at all attractive) #3 I've mastubated for someone on my webcam before. #4 Lately I've been feenin like hell, but I've been able keep myself under control so far... :roll: I guess maybe I just need some attention or somethin. Ummm... I guess that's it.

Hey...that's not safe. Take it from someone who knows. If you don't do anything else..please take tha medication. I'va had numerous cousins and aunts and uncles sent to Parkwood Mental Hospital because they refused to take meds and they went overboard. YOu could actually cause damage to yourself and others and you'll miss out on lots of life. YOu don't know me and I don't know you but I'd hate to see a black man down...take tha MEDs...PLEASE

I'm not taking a pill to make myself feel better. :roll:

Okay...that's you but look at it this way...would you rather feel better or feel tha way you do now? It may be artificial but at least you feel better...isn't that what matters? BUT...I'ma leave it alone...You probably feel like I'm tellin you what to do in life..and I'm not...just don't wanna see you go thru what I watched my fam go thru..it's not a pretty site

AggieHighlander wrote:

MiztikalDreams wrote:

AggieHighlander wrote:

MiztikalDreams wrote:

AggieHighlander wrote:

I'm only telling you people this because the chances of me actually meeting with most of you are nil... :roll: Anyway, here it goes: #1 I've recently been diagnosed with depression. However I refuse to take the medication, and I haven't been to threapy in a while, so its going untreated at the moment. #2 In lieu of #1, I've had self esteem problems since I was eight years old. (Despite what most people say, I still don't myself to be at all attractive) #3 I've mastubated for someone on my webcam before. #4 Lately I've been feenin like hell, but I've been able keep myself under control so far... :roll: I guess maybe I just need some attention or somethin. Ummm... I guess that's it.

Hey...that's not safe. Take it from someone who knows. If you don't do anything else..please take tha medication. I'va had numerous cousins and aunts and uncles sent to Parkwood Mental Hospital because they refused to take meds and they went overboard. YOu could actually cause damage to yourself and others and you'll miss out on lots of life. YOu don't know me and I don't know you but I'd hate to see a black man down...take tha MEDs...PLEASE

I'm not taking a pill to make myself feel better. :roll:

Okay...that's you but look at it this way...would you rather feel better or feel tha way you do now? It may be artificial but at least you feel better...isn't that what matters? BUT...I'ma leave it alone...You probably feel like I'm tellin you what to do in life..and I'm not...just don't wanna see you go thru what I watched my fam go thru..it's not a pretty site

Fair enough. I'd much rather be through with this. However, I don't wish to use medicine as a crutch to do so. Its just as bad as not taking the medicine at all if I end up getting addicted to it.

AggieHighlander wrote:

Well I'm kinda at home right now, and I don't know that I'll have time to when I get back to Greensboro. I don't even have time to work out like the doctor said i should. So I guess I'm screwed for a while. :roll:

MiztikalDreams wrote:

AggieHighlander wrote:

Well I'm kinda at home right now, and I don't know that I'll have time to when I get back to Greensboro. I don't even have time to work out like the doctor said i should. So I guess I'm screwed for a while. :roll:

Don't say screwed...say just on hold til you get cha business together!!!