Cuz I know I posted already, but now I know exactly how you feel. My grandma died this morning. I cried like a baby and it helped. I prayed and that helped too. These people know what they talking 'bout. Trust me, it helps. Right now, God has given me peace, because I know that she is in a far better place, she isn't suffering anymore, and she is with her husband and sister. You and yours are in my prayers, still.