HeartBroken
Its amazing how I put my heart on the line
To tell you that Im feelin you and wanted you 2 b mine
How I sent you a message and got nothing in return
Getting hurt another time, guess Ill never learn
Told my best friend I wanted to be with you
If I couldnt then I aint know what to do
Told how you were flirtin with me
Kissin my neck, bitin my ear, makin every little plea
Told how I was turning soft, catching feelings
How you wanted me to stop my troubled dealings
How all this time I thought we was havin fun
And how I been tryna make you my bun
All this time thought we had a special connection
U the object of my affection, the reason Id change my lifes direction
How I wanna call you 10 seconds after you gone
I guess all this time you was leadin me on
Cant believe I put myself out there
Just 2 get my heart broken
Cant believe you werent the one to answer my prayer
Just a waste of words spoken
Cant believe you dont even care
About leavin me heartbroken
You got me feeling like Im not good enough
Got me on a Love Jones and some otha stuff
Just so you know I woulda treated you right
Not like ur ex, I woulda been home every night
I thought there was a chance for us to make history
But the way I thought you felt was such a mystery
Its insane how I really thought you felt the same
But I guess Im the only one whos to blame
Somedays I wish we had never met
And gotten off to something I cant forget
Everything about you had me at first sight
I was scared to holla, thinking you might bite
But I knew wit you is where I wanna be
Even tho I knew the whole world would disagree
But I was willin to take that chance
Cuz everything bout you sent me into a trance
Cant believe I put myself out there
Just 2 get my heart broken
Cant believe you werent the one to answer my prayer
Just a waste of words spoken
Cant believe you dont even care
About leavin me heartbroken
You gone now and its driving me crazy how Im missin you
Im wishin youd come back and be given chance numba 2
To prove that Im the one you need to be with
This time when asked about you I wont plead the fifth
Lets forget about them times when I was in denial
To have your love Id walk the earths every mile
Lets forget how I blew this opportunity
Just cuz my life was under serious scrutiny
Im ready to put the past behind us if you are
Cuz best believe its not your heart wit the scar
I should rethink this, what you did really hurt
Hurt worse than someone telling the world all my dirt
As much as I want you I dont think it would work
You were all I needed but had me goin berserk
So I think its time for the healing process to begin
Before I allow myself to get my heart broken again
I refuse to be a **** anymore
Thought love had more in store
Cant believe Ive been exposed
This one chapter I need closed
I just hope I dont reopen it
Its addicting I must admit
Gonna be in rehab til Im through
Cuz I need time to recover from you
