Bleeding (My semi-annual life **** poem)

If my heart stopped beating then Id stop bleeding Happiness is fleeting like inopportune glance greetings Chance meetings-, Cant stand feeding,Im damn seething And breathing- is scant, really, I shant see thee Nevermore. But my blood will run its course and land up on the floor. And I'll watch it drip out of my veins and through the pores. Helix down my neck and through my chest, I feel it flow. Understand it, watch it, bear to see it? Heres a show... Ex's on my back, my neck, my legs, and shoulders. Thats Just the aftermath of taking a depressing bath Trickles do not ask if they can see under the mask They just last until I say they have finished their task Evermore. But my blood will run its course and land up on the floor. And I'll watch it drip out of my veins and through the pores. Helix down my neck and through my chest, I feel it flow. Understand it, watch it, bear to see it? Heres a show... And if Im so great, why is my heart the first to break Answer, my life's at stake. Why treat me like a steak? Throw me in the lake, I can't take another mistake Death may come before wake, Pray the Lord my soul to take Forevermore. But my blood will run its course and land up on the floor. And I'll watch it drip out of my veins and through the pores. Helix down my neck and through my chest, I feel it flow. Understand it, watch it, bear to see it? Heres a show...