I believe I got it this time. For a while I used to not believe in the positive affirmations my grandmother would tell me, but now I do.
I had a negative mentality towards myself.
I used to hate myself because I didn't feel loved or like the way I looked.
Slowly as time proceeded, those thoughts went away.
Even when you say I'm not good enough and believe, just start saying "I'm worth it".
It was definitely hard for me to start saying that because when my mother told me to start saying I'm beautiful, I told her "I don't believe it".
Each time I say I'm worth it and start taking better care of myself instead of looking at the people whose "grass seems greener on the other side", I feel better.