To sometimes try to hide your feelings with pride is a waste of time because sooner or later comes the revealing time...
..the time that your eyes are open to you innermost thoughts and you recognize its time to follow your hear
Many times I've been in this mode so I can speak the truth because of the things I've been through
Not sayint that my desire is a relationship, but to learn many things from an emotional friendship.
So I question myself day in and day out, Do I want a relationship now, or someone that can help me out? I put myself in this postion because I can sometimes flirt to the point that others get hurt and I can sometimes develop feelings until my mind goes bezerk.
So I depend on God to help me through this trouble. So to my understanding, when the time is right-God will send me the angel whom I will spend the rest of my life. But until then, I want to learn many things from an emotional friendship.
A Midnight's Dream
Hell's fury, fiery temptation
Describes the connection
of our love waitin
to be released with an EXPLOSIVE presentation
As our complexions
Giving off an Arousing
As we lay trapped in one another's arms, our bodies
Bodies sweating, colliding
As you explode deep inside this hidden treasure
Pleasing me for your personal pleasure
Tearing from wall to wall with undisputed rapture
Angry flowing but yet...
With a Calm relaxation...
with such and attraction..
Craving the love that we make
And until the dream can came true
For your passion...
This is one that I wrote for my nukkah...and it's named after him
Hervie (The Sound Of Ya Name)
Tha sound of ya name, the way it caresses my lips
With tha thought of your love, I can feel you at my fingertips
Softly touching you skin, as I continue to call your name
Listening you you whisper sweetly in my ear that you love me that same
Loving my body and pleasing me for you pleasure.
Pushing and thrusting deep inside my hidden treasures.
I'm calling your name as the climax draws near
Your deep and sensual moans are now all I head.
the sounds you make as you explore
and then I explode and call your name once more.
The sound of ya name, the way it sooths my soul.
It feels silky and smooth and more valuable than gold.
As I think about it all day and all night
The thought of your love makes everything alright
Like I have no worries and you're all I need
I call your name silently as I see you in my dreams
It's like your name is addictive, like a forever lasting high
keeping me hooked because I feel there is none greated that I
which is you as we become one together as us
I will forever call your name wich such a climatic rush
Rolling from the tip of my tongue with feeling
The feeling of love, trust, faith, passion, and believing!
Taking over my mind, heart, body, and soul
Taken advantage of
Used by the system of extreme mind control
Raw emotion at the helm of a ship tearing apart the oceans of my mind
Can I GET AWAY?????
Escape to a place to call my own
A plave where my mind can go free and roam and let go of the world of hatred and ****
Dedicated to myself and time itself
To take life for granted is world's greatest sin
Declaring the poverty of the world
The misuses of the God given resources
Lord take away my pain so that I can live my life
Give me tha strength to do as I please
Not live throught another's pain and strife
Can I HAVE PEACE?
Peace of mind so that I can be free of frustrations that continue to bother me
Taking over my every thought and movement
Frustrations of the heart and the relationships that ruin it
Just give me my peace that I continue to live for
So that I may live happily without these worldly FRUSTRATIONS
I will not be misjudged by another man's misconceptions of my mind's intentions
Abused mentally as he construes my mahogany temple.
Pervertedly contemplating of my secretive treasure without my approval.
Defiling me as some average **** on the street because of the way I dress.
My style is a statement,
an expression of my soul
My way of rebellion from the world's works and systematic control
I do as I please with consent from my mind,
Conception of my soul seeps throught my skin and shines brightly throught my pores
Showing my development of things unseen to the **** eye.
My personality is not made for the man of this world but yet for the one above that
The one who respects the progression of time and the aging of the world.
The man that understands the meaning of mahogany soul,
the soul of me,
the soul that sets me free
the soul that controls my individuality
So to the average joe blow with no dreams and no goals...
discontinue to indulge yourself with ideas of my secrets that this skin holds
Because unless you are this man...
You will never understand