I never had this feeling,
I have so much pain inside.
Can't seem to understand it,
and it's so hard to hide.
How could I be so foolish?
How could I run away?
Why did i get so scared,
and not listen to what they had to say?
I saw my life flash before my eyes,
would my freedom end like this?
How fast a child could be created,
By one single kiss.
Will I regret for the rest of my life?
Or will I just brush it off?
Can I seriously answer these questions,
cause I'll never hear my baby cough.
I felt as if a piece of me died that day,
How dumb on my part.
If I could control my past,
I'd rewind or press restart.
I was so selfish and only thought of myself,
I hurt all those around me,
and even hurt my own health.
If I could bring back the baby that I let go,
my heart wouldnt hurt as much,
and my child would know love, the way that i know....
ok after reading the last few lines over and over and over and over and over..im not too sure if it's right...but oh well :?