After I stopped arguin w/ my mother I had a few arguments after I made that decision and every one I was SO justified and basically had it to were she couldnt say anything, BUT afterwards I noticed how petty, ungrateful, and disrepectful that I was these few times. SO, sayin sorry to her those times was the hardest thing to say. Its funny when I think about it but I felt like I just boxed myself cause I took a shot at my own pride.
I love you. Can't say it at all. Makes me feel terrible because I just can't get it out.
Hell yeah! Especially to a person that you TRULY love. You can't play or B.S. around with that word....and it's hard for me to spit it out sometimes.
I mean i have trouble even telling my mom I love her. And i love her more than anybody in this world. It hurts when she tells me she loves me and I just can't squeeze it out. I've only said it to her two times i can remember in my life and that is b/c she gave me "that look" like she was bout to cry. And when i said it my **** chest was burning. It's really terrible.