i was a lil' disappointed Thursday night...& Friday....because this guy i'm feelin' a lil' (but don't need 2 be feelin', lol - long story) & who is feeling me....confessed to messing with a girl i know & am cool with....
he told me "not 2 be mad," which naturally further **** me off.....& that he was sorry & yadda yadda yadda...."it just happened," yadda yadda yadda yadda....
aiight, so he told me all of this online....the convo. wasn't that long....& some time after that, i signed off, not wanting 2 deal with that that night (b/c i had other stuff i had 2 do)....
oh yeah, and since it was after 12am....on April 1st...i even ASKED him if it was an April Fools joke....& he said no....
ok, so fast-forward 2 the next day....he knew i was ****....he hit me up online eventually....and said it in fact WAS an April Fools joke afterall.....
okay, ummmm....if this were the situation of either of you....would you believe the person....truthfully????
and i wasn't really ****....more so just disappointed and hurt, ya know....'cause i was trying not to think about it too much for the simple fact that like i said...he's someone i don't need 2 be into anyway....because i've been trying to focus on someone who i DO need to be into....who is into me....
but now....that he says it was an April Fools joke...whether i go on liking him or not....just for the mere sake of friendship and comfort - 4get anything else....this is something i need to know for sure, u know? it's the principle of the situation...
but HOW THE HELL WILL I KNOW?!?!?! oh yeah, and i can't ask the girl because i don't even know if she knows that he and i know each other....and she has a boyfriend (:shock....so i'm sure she wouldn't appreciate him making something like that up (& obviously, if it's true...she wouldn't appreciate me bringing it up 2 her or anyone else either).....and the last thing i'm trying 2 get involved with is drama....ya feel?!?
but dagnit - HOW AM I SUPPOSED 2 KNOW?!?!?! PLEASE, somebody...tell me, what would ya'll do???
....so i'm sure she wouldn't appreciate him making something like that up (& obviously, if it's true...she wouldn't appreciate me bringing it up 2 her or anyone else either).....and the last thing i'm trying 2 get involved with is drama....ya feel?!?
but dagnit - HOW AM I SUPPOSED 2 KNOW?!?!?! PLEASE, somebody...tell me, what would ya'll do???
