Although, I'm not a fellow, I feel I just have to share my opinnion. Maybe you feel a level of respect for him and you don't want to "taint" him. However I think it's great girl that he hasn't been around. If your not comfortable around him maybe ya'll should just be friends.
Oh snap... somebody from CT... lol. My goodness. Whats good?
lol....ya know...We gettin deep on this joint. There a few others from CT on here...but beside you, me, the girl from Farmington, and occassionaly Josh...they not very active on the boards...but have spoken to a few of them.
lol i got a a hole way to fix ya problem..... encourage him to sleep wit somebody else.... then you will feel fine if he touches u cuz he aint a virgin no mor.......
sike na... respect is what u are feelin though.... **** got reall and u had the virgin mentality ..... lol.... but u know... if he wants u and u want him dont think of it as deflowering him.... think of it as yall jus makin love