Mann....Kenya...folks juss dont know! I thought I was dealin wit a nice dude. And he was a tad bit older than me. Seemed like he had his head on straight...(well maybe it was a lil lopsided) but all this drama came from one dude! And I really cant stand it! Its coo tho. Cause this **** is gonna get his...TRUST! Yall better pray for me cause by the time december comes around...I dont know if this **** gonna have LEGS!
Mann....Kenya...folks juss dont know! I thought I was dealin wit a nice dude. And he was a tad bit older than me. Seemed like he had his head on straight...(well maybe it was a lil lopsided) but all this drama came from one dude! And I really cant stand it! Its coo tho. Cause this N*gga is gonna get his...TRUST! Yall better pray for me cause by the time december comes around...I dont know if this **** gonna have LEGS!
now now Ms. Candy Cane, **** is never the answer. Oh, and don't be fooled by the lil superficial set up that he thru at u. U think he's gonna walk around with a sign on his forehead that says "beware ladies...i'm a butthole"? Heck naw, he's gonna front like he'll be good to u. That is, until he gets what he wants, then he no longer has the need to front and cover up his true character. Like Jazzy said, it's a lesson learned. Charge it to the game, dust yaself off, and do u momma.
Yea...PLEASE be careful and mindful of who u get down with, and take it as a lessoned learned. I had to learn that **** is triflin to-the hard way. :???:
I have learned. Im takin this lesson to the grave with me. It juss **** that I couldn't have learned this from somebody eles' mistake! Cause this sh*t ****. Cause we got about a handful of black people in this city...and once one black person knows...THEY ALL KNOW! So now...its juss up to me to live wit it.
But I think the whole situation got blown up way too much! Its like damn...Im not in high school anymore. And Im a grown a** woman...and what i do is what i do. But **** always gotta take sh*t to another level. I've Learned Yall...I've Learned!
Im givin my life back to God!!!! And becomin celibate (damn...I dont even know how u spell that!)
Im givin my life back to God!!!! And becomin celibate (damn...I dont even know how u spell that!)
yep, a no good man will usually have ya runnin back to Jesus. Darn shame it takes that tho. I guess we just like to learn things the hard way sometimes
(saying "we" becuz i know i am guilty of the same thing)
Oh wait...I forgot to tell yall. The other night...the guy who was supposed to be my friend...me and him decided to talk to see if we can mend things between us. So we were online for like 2 hours talkin. Then towards the end...u know what he tells me??? The only way I could see us continuing to talk is if we're f*ckin. If we aiint f*ckin...then I dont wanna talk to u. So thats when I came to the conclusion that all it wasnt worth it.
Cause previous to this convo that we had...we had talked over the phone for two hours and he had me crying and trying to tell my side of the story cause I didnt wanna lose him as a friend. But obviously that was juss for his own pleasure cause he took none of it to heart. SOoooOOO thats when i was juss like F*CK EVERYBODY...cause everybody sure did F*CK ME OVER GOOD!
