oh, goodness...memories...lookin back on some of these poems...haha...well anyway....this one was written November 29, 2001....so that was uhh, what...1st semester of my senior year in high school...? yeah...I know I have it in me
To do what I really must do.
It is more important than anything else is my life,
That I permanently forget about you.
I made this deal with my heart,
One of the best promises I will ever make.
I told it I will do everything in my power
To make sure it will never break.
I cannot break my promise,
For my heart knows where I am at all times
And it will not hesitate to ache,
If it feels you are anywhere near my mind.
I know I have it in me
To pretend you don't even exist.
But this isn't always so easy,
When you **** me with a random kiss.
I made this deal with my soul -
One which I respect and cherish much.
I told it that no matter what...
It and I shall never, under in any circumstances, lose touch.
I cannot break my promise,
For my soul is a lot like my heart.
And if it senses me thinking of you,
It just might slowly fall apart.
I like you, I do,
But my heart & soul know I should not,
Even though my body cannot deny the way you
Stimulate my spot.
I know I have it in me
To move on and search the seas.
But I cannot ignore the sensation
Of you weakening my knees.
I made this deal with my body -
One as relevant as any other.
In the given situation,
I have the power to reject my lover.
I am to resist your temptation...
If I must, then I will.
But we agreed that no matter how hard I try,
I couldn't ever help how I feel.
I cannot break my promise,
Because my body is up there with my heart and soul,
And it manages to maintain
A very-much equivalent role.
I know I have it in me
To let you go with ease.
So, in satisfying my heart & soul,
How shall my body be pleased?
Fate, please help me.
Let me know, is this meant to be?
Am I to follow my heart...go with my soul...
Or listen to my body? Tell me my destiny.
I know I have it in me
To do what I need to do.
One thing is for damn sure...
I cannot afford the energy in liking you.ha, goodness...didn't seem as long on paper :?.....but anyway...i used to really love this poem...just thought i'd share...
