I'm glad you asked! I desire to gain immortality and ultimately the knowledge necessary to end all suffering. From my birth I have always known I was special, my first irregular experience taught me that because people either choose to not share, have never had or do share and the repercussions for each of these and the impacts they have on others lives that my decision will conversely affect my life in much the same way. Around the time I was four or five, one fateful night while looking at my left hand a black spot appeared. I took this as a sign, during the next few months I began seeing things that would inevitably occur without my interference. Throughout time I experienced a lot of the same things two, or three times, it wasn't until my mom relapsed on drugs that I realized things will never be the same and that I would have to work just that much harder to keep my family, as my dream was to keep my family in our own home with all the food and entertainment we could ever want. It saddens me to think of this, as my plans have changed because I can not change people or act on their behalf. None the less, I grew up in a family of six, my two older brothers were not as talented at reading as I was, nor my two younger sisters, but my youngest shows promise. Eventually I graduate from highschool and head off to college. There I experience for the first time after my mother's relapse what I had experienced as a child. I felt time wash over me and experienced the next five or so minutes before they actually occurred, afterwards I relived the moment again and at that point I knew I had to explain what was going on. Because that night I had a dream. I had a dream I'd be at Fayetteville State University and a year later that dream became true. However I was not prepared to be hospitalized after enrolling at this school. I decided to take time away from my education to handle my finances appropriately, with a 16,000$ bill that was seemingly credited only to me. While I was a freshman in 2011 I rented an apartment out for my Mother and after the accident I decided to move into my apartment. My Mother is a religious woman and can sometimes do things for her own reasons but after enough time I needed space from her to focus on developing my professional career. Despite my school insurance I'd spend the next three years attempting to become a professional gamer, much harder than you would think if you've never tried, I reached the top 2% of North America before moving to Florida to live with my Father in order to achieve this goal. Upon my arrival my Father was adamant about me joining the armed forces, eventually I succumbed to his bereavement and began the EEP Early Entry Program with the Marines. I wanted to go into the intelligence department so I could have working knowledge for when ever I decided to be done. They didn't give me the job so I decided I would go back to professional gaming and work to pay off my backed tuition before returning to Fayetteville State. The 16,000$ bill was still there but I'd gained a new perspective on how to handle it. Unfortunately my Father didn't take me walking in this direction all to well and he as well as a few others were involved in bakeracting me. I spent 72 hours in a psychward, afterwards I was made to see a psychologist who denigrated me with Paranoid Schizophrenia, Psychosis, Bi-Polar II (Mania & Depression). The same day he prescribed drugs to me and sent me home, about a week later my Father removed me from his home and I began living in a shelter. My family in North Carolina began calling me to return to North Carolina and I did, only to find my Mother and Brother far more abusive than when I had left. I took this with a grain of salt, I was 20 when I decided to take my time, 21 when I was diagnosed, 22 when another psychologist resent those conditions and 23 when I put my foot down and decided the only thing that will stop me from attaining success would be anyone I allow in my life that does not whole heatedly support me. During my time away from Academia I've been studying in my own way, can't make a bad man stop being bad and can't make a good man stop being good, this is the lesson I've learned after sharing my thoughts with the generally uneducated mass. I've stopped having as many 'dreams' and have started living much more, I love my life and will do everything in my power to manifest a reality where I can love myself, the people I cherish and the world for a much longer time.
Current Whereabouts:
Programming
Mathematics
Chemistry
Biology
Animation
Music
Art
Poetry
Physics
Phiolosophy
Life & Professional Aspirations:
I desire to discover:
Working immortality
The Working Unconscious Mind & Its' Awareness
Higher Dimensional Geometry
Dark Matter / Dark Energy & our relationship with it
Dynamic Immune System
Intellectual Catapult for Humans & Animals
'Outside' of our Home Universe
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