Look past the Rainbow!!!!!
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Posted By: Jasmine McDowell on January 12, 2009 most people automatically assume when they meet me that im a black girl trying to act white. its been that way for as long as i can remember even with family members. when my cousins were playing dolls and jumping rope i was trying to figure out how to sew and make a meal so i could get a good husband. and no it wasn't because it was a lot more fun i actually detested it. it was because of the examples that were set for me i love my family dearly but at an early age i resolved not to make their mistakes to not let love rule my mind or let greed cloud my judgment i was determined to come out on top.my mother was married 4 times before i even knew who my real father was.....hiccup number one the man who had been my knight and shinning armor for as long as i could remember didn't want me any more he was ready for a new deal that included a new stepmother and not an ex step daughter. but how do you explain that to a 10 year old my world was cracked in half and my belief in a good black man forever damaged. but wait the ball keeps rolling i change gears I'm no longer the girl with stars and rainbows in her eyes now im hardened there is mean cold glint to my eye " don't discriminate against the rainbow" that's my motto HA HA what a joke its a front im here to tell you almost every girl who has ever said that has been hurt deeply her foundation is cracked shes going to need a lot to help her change her views.( i know i do) these days i play hard ball with the guys never giving them all just enough to keep them believing unable to keep the past the past delighting in the chase and overall being a extreme !@#@$ . but deep down im still waiting...the thing is i don't know exactly what it is im waiting for anymore. So much for Fairy tales and Happily Ever Afters If you enjoyed this article, Join HBCU CONNECT today for similar content and opportunities via email! |
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Jasmine McDowell
From hilliard, OH Member Since January 2009 |
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