Can't do it
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Posted By: ashley curry on August 16, 2005 I withdrew from my school today. I am soooo miserable. I've been crying like a baby. I miss my mother, I'm having panic attacks. I can't do it. So, less than a week after i got here, on Saturday, my mother will be driving 3 hours to come and get me. I'm gonna just go to one of the state schools in Ct. Much cheaper and much closer. I thought I could do it, but I can't. We get all of our money, and i haven't opened most of my stuff, so I can still take it back. I feel bad, but I think I would feel alot worse, if my mother was paying tuition, but I was too depressed to do the work and stay. So, 4 days and counting until I'm back where I want to be. I can not wait. This transition week crap is irritating. These people are treating us like babies and I just can't deal with it. I'm too fragile. I might do something crazy like try to walk back to CT. So it's best that I depart. If you enjoyed this article, Join HBCU CONNECT today for similar content and opportunities via email! |
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ashley curry
From hamden, CT Lincoln University -Pennsylvania class of 2009 Member Since July 2005 |
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I know. But I would rather go find positives closer to what I know. I know ther will be a time when I have to move away, but this was too much of a step. So, Im going to go home to a school that is far enough way, but not too close. Eventually when I move away, I won't feel like I'm just alone like I feel here. It doesn't matter if it gets better or not. I can honestly say that this isn't where I need to be right now. I thought it was and I was wrong. It's not like I made the decision based on just the fact that they are treating us like babies, I did it b/c I had a little panic episode the other night and couldn't take it. I can't deal with that everyday and that's how I feel here. I feel paniced and alone. I want somebody to come and take my place who belongs here, who can grow and appreciate the school. At this point I'm not ready to do that, so why should I just sit here and keep somebody else from coming here who could help the 'loncoln legacy' as they so proudly proclaim. It's just not for me. So, I'm going home.
Wednesday, August 17th 2005 at 5:39PM |
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