Mayne....
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Posted By: Nik on March 03, 2006 Well the week is finally over and lets just say Im not sorry to see it go. This week has been an emotional rollercoster for me a whole bunch of different levels. From everything going on in the house, to everything going on with me and my relationship, I'm just hoping next week brings something better than this past week had to offer. I have mad make up work to do for school since that senioritis has been trying to creep up on me. Not to mention the one day I missed (Ash Wednesday) seems to be the first day my teachers wanted to wild out with givin work. So I have to make all of that shyt up. Speaking of Lent, I've been keeping my lenten promise of no soda and juice but I slipped up and had meat this morning (we're not supposed to eat meat on Friday's during Lent and because I missed school on Wednesday, in my mind today is yesterday) but I ate ooldes of noodles for dinner since everything else has meat. I spoke to my significant other today, which was actually really great because it reassured me of some feelings I was started to wonder about. I don't know, maybe this is just that transition from being lubby dubby to being really used to each other the way couples get after a few years, or maybe it's just that we didn't speak as much this week as we normally do. Whatever it is, I'm glad the conversation I had with him today was good. I've never doubted my love for him and I never said I was bored with him (as many people seemed to read in my last blog entry). Its not boredom, believe a long distance relationship has enough ups and downs to keep me more than occupied. I never thought I was in danger of doing something harmful to my relationship, I would never do anything jeapordize all that we've worked for. This hasn't been an easy relationship by any stretch of the imagination but it's been worth it ya know. I would never do anything to hurt him, he doesn't deserve that. He's been everything to me these past couple years, my friend, my man, my first.....everything. Homelife is steadily reminding me why I used to work so much. I'm about to go and find another job just to have more time out of this house away from all these crazy ass black people. My momz is on diability because of something going on with her back, my older sister is a leech who sits around doing nothing, my younger brother and sister are contant annoyances and my room mate is becoming more than annoying. mayne..... This friend that has become famous throughout my blogs because I've been slightly attracted to him, told me the other day that he likes me too. Yeah, great right. We talked about it a little and he's not the type of guy to try and undermind Andre or make me feel uncomfortable about anything. He was real great about it. He was more worried about me acting different toward him, which I assured him wouldn't happen. I just hope we can go on being good friends with no drama. I'm kinda worried about when we get to Howard but I'm trying not to think about it too much. *sigh* drama mayne.... If you enjoyed this article, Join HBCU CONNECT today for similar content and opportunities via email! |
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Nik
From Jamaica, NY Howard University class of 2010 Member Since December 2005 |
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I want to say that I am sorry to hear about ur drama but I know it is rough. Don't let it get to u b/c it can cause stress. All I can tell u is to pray b/c thats the only way that things will work out. If u don't have enough time to pray then I will pray for u. Just stay strong and keep a positive mind. I didn't know that u were in a long distance relationship and I want to say that I am sorry for giving u the wrong advice. I wish u well and stay focused on ur work. Maybe u should use ur homelife as a stepping stone for ur goals.
Saturday, March 4th 2006 at 12:44AM |
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