what is there for me to do?
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Posted By: Janae Carey on June 24, 2007 I try to stay calm, breathe in and out. But you put me through the impossible. I keep it inside, Don't want to be a charity case. I keep it inside, Casue i dont use my struggle as a excuse. As I try to hide the Angry Black Syndrome as I become more angry inside. Why can't I just lash out one time, what force is pulling me not to? Can't cry no more, tears all gone. Tryin not to turn back to who I was i'm tryin to show that I am strong. But as I do that i continue to lie. Can't turn left or right Scared to look forward and not allowed to look back. Internally committing suicide cause I'm afraid. What is there for me to do? If you enjoyed this article, Join HBCU CONNECT today for similar content and opportunities via email! |
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Janae Carey
From Buford, GA Member Since February 2007 |
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Humph! I hear that gurl...what IS THERE left to do? Smh...keep writing mammaz cuz that was on point.
Tuesday, June 26th 2007 at 11:37AM |
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Deep... Well hello there Ms. Poet, I'm not surprised at all. Not even Ms. Maya Angelou can write the way You are meant to write. Think about it. Keep up that Gift that You have that no one can take away but You hiding it. Take care Sis Sincerest William Wednesday, June 27th 2007 at 5:25PM |
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Thank you everyone for your comments. I finally found a way to escape and that is through my poetry. I was and am still a trouble d child but this makes it all they way better. Thank you again
Tuesday, July 3rd 2007 at 9:45PM |
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