The Heart is indecisive ;The Body is decisive
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Posted By: camille c on September 29, 2007 I think I am confused.... In fact I know I am. Confused about what it is I want, how I should pursue it,or if I should pursue it. You know your the reason Iam writing this. Yes you. After our night together my body is aching and my mind is racing. of course their have been many nights before this one and many conversations also yet the other night has left an imprint on me never seen before. These feelings were always present but now finally freed. Its funny I try to pretend like Iam always happy. Always glad. But from time to time I allow myself to get sad. I pretend like Iam content with what we have.... Fine with the way things are.... when Iam truely sad and desire way more. So how is one to tell you? Iam unhappy, I want you to be more than just a friend or Buddy.... I want you as my man and companion. Open your eyes and truely see me, hold me and eventually come to love me. I must step forward and admit my guilt profess my faults. I allowed lust to lead the way. Its funny sometimes the heart can be so indecisive chosing at random whom it wants to shower with affection and attention. And whom it is just going to shun and push away. While the body is quite decisive knowing excatly who it wants to be conquered by.... who it wants to recieve attention by. The body is decisive and less complex. While the heart is indecisive and full of complexities... So I just followed the body.... forgetting that where ever the body goes the heart to must follow. They are one in the same and sooner or later they catch up to each other.... Lets allow our hearts to reach the paradise are bodies have already climaxed to. Relax your body, give it a brief rest and allow your heart to put in work. Allow it to speak to me.... Has it no words to say good or bad? Mine is the complete opposite you see it is filled to capacity with things it wants to say.... It is sadden by your heartless treat of it and is demading a change.... My heart wants to speak to your heart.... It wants to hear your heart speak.... it wants to be close to yours. Let's start this whole thing over and let's do it right. If you enjoyed this article, Join HBCU CONNECT today for similar content and opportunities via email! |
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camille c
From philadelphia, PA Lincoln University -Pennsylvania class of 2009 Member Since June 2005 |
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