All my life I was a soldier, dolzier smoker
Gun holder, dutch roller.
Owner of two cold a$$ shoulders.
Plastic bag stuffer, Over the years
I've suffered, so many snakes and snitches
kinda like the last supper.
I wonder where was God when my path got
rougher. I struggled alone and the tribulations
made me tougher. The pain made me stronger.
Fake friends made wiser. Depression took me lower.
Weed smoke took me higher. I was cursed since
my birth I was born in a fire. My moms thought
I would die so she prayed to the Messiah.
"Please dont let my son expire!"
3,22,83 , the birth of me. An Aries, exactly the same
as my seed. I walked a hard path.
I pray she don't follow me. The thought of
that alone bothers me. Is God watching me?
People say probably. Sometimes I disagree,
and sometimes I disbelieve in things I cant touch,
taste, hear, feel or see. In all my memories
I saw church infrequently.
The other day a friend gave this to me.
A scripture talking bout foot steps on a beach
and how God carries us when our legs get weak.
If thats true Lord I got something to ask of you.
When the storms real bad and Im walking through.
Just pass me dude. Hold my daughters hand and
just guide her through.
Cuz my soul is probably too far gone for you.
Thats the price of a life of giving the devil his due.
Im watching my daughter lord. Are you watching her too?
If so... Many thanks to you.
~Esto~
The other day a friend gave this to me.
A scripture talking bout foot steps on a beach
and how God carries us when our legs get weak.
If thats true Lord I got something to ask of you.
When the storms real bad and Im walking through.
Just pass me dude. Hold my daughters hand and
just guide her through.
Cuz my soul is probably too far gone for you.
Thats the price of a life of giving the devil his due.
Im watching my daughter lord. Are you watching her too?
If so... Many thanks to you.
~Esto~
wow...it's official...im a groupie...I LUV every one of your poems that I've read....I was actually tearing up at that part about your daughter it was so sweet and touching...and don't worry it's never too late and you can never be too far gone for the Lord to help you through something...
PRAISE THE LORD!!!
You know what ladies it must be a girl thang, because I'm hooked too. I guess it's because of the love for his daughter that makes us applaude.
By the way God is watching, he is always watching. God is waiting and listening for the day when you decide that enough is truly enough and ask him to help you to live a better life. God doesn't turn his back on us, it's always us that turns our backs on him. God is always waiting with a stretched out hand for those individuals that are ready to take a chance and grab ahold of him with all of their might. It's scary to some people because they know that their life will never be the same again!!!
