Its 4am and I cannot sleep .. I got someone on my mind real hard .. And its been like this for a minute .. So I decided to make a dedication post .. Everyone can come here and dedicate anything theyd like to someone special .. Dont have to say any names .. Just maybe somethin u never got a chance to say or always wanted to say but never had the courage.. They might not hear it or read it but at least u got it off ur chest which is somethin that I really need to do right now ..
Dear Prince
You are wonderful in more ways than one .. There is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of u .. But I have to let u go now .. I dont know how or when but it must be soon .. Just know that I will never do the things she did to u .. Cuz I love u .. I wanna hurt u so much without hurting you at all .. I wanna think of u without u crossing my mind .. I wanna apologize without sayin Im sorry .. I wanna talk to u without saying one word .. And every time my phone rings I hope that its u .. I hope that one day I can pick up my ringing phone and ur beautiful name will appear .. Yes .. Its very unlikely .. But everyone has dreams right? .. And I hope one night ur dreaming of me .. Wake up missing me .. And call .. I await you .. I Love You My Prince
Im sleepy .. **** .. But I meant that damnit! .. I think? .. But just because I feel this way at this moment has nothing to do with the next .. Cuz come tomorrow .. I might be like who and the HELL wrote this bull .. Im moody and my feelings change like Jlo change **** so what shoot me :arrow:
Its 4am and I cannot sleep .. I got someone on my mind real hard .. And its been like this for a minute .. So I decided to make a dedication post .. Everyone can come here and dedicate anything theyd like to someone special .. Dont have to say any names .. Just maybe somethin u never got a chance to say or always wanted to say but never had the courage.. They might not hear it or read it but at least u got it off ur chest which is somethin that I really need to do right now ..
Dear Prince
You are wonderful in more ways than one .. There is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of u .. But I have to let u go now .. I dont know how or when but it must be soon .. Just know that I will never do the things she did to u .. Cuz I love u .. I wanna hurt u so much without hurting you at all .. I wanna think of u without u crossing my mind .. I wanna apologize without sayin Im sorry .. I wanna talk to u without saying one word .. And every time my phone rings I hope that its u .. I hope that one day I can pick up my ringing phone and ur beautiful name will appear .. Yes .. Its very unlikely .. But everyone has dreams right? .. And I hope one night ur dreaming of me .. Wake up missing me .. And call .. I await you .. I Love You My Prince
Im sleepy .. **** .. But I meant that damnit! .. I think? .. But just because I feel this way at this moment has nothing to do with the next .. Cuz come tomorrow .. I might be like who and the HELL wrote this bull .. Im moody and my feelings change like Jlo change **** so what shoot me :arrow:
I ain't mad @ cha, chica...
I definitely sympathize with u...
& i go thru the same types of episodes...when it's just a flood of emotions...about different people...& it's hard 2 hold back....
it was brave for you to publicize that...& admit it all to yourself...
good luck with however you end up pursuing that...
Its 4am and I cannot sleep .. I got someone on my mind real hard .. And its been like this for a minute .. So I decided to make a dedication post .. Everyone can come here and dedicate anything theyd like to someone special .. Dont have to say any names .. Just maybe somethin u never got a chance to say or always wanted to say but never had the courage.. They might not hear it or read it but at least u got it off ur chest which is somethin that I really need to do right now ..
Dear Prince
You are wonderful in more ways than one .. There is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of u .. But I have to let u go now .. I dont know how or when but it must be soon .. Just know that I will never do the things she did to u .. Cuz I love u .. I wanna hurt u so much without hurting you at all .. I wanna think of u without u crossing my mind .. I wanna apologize without sayin Im sorry .. I wanna talk to u without saying one word .. And every time my phone rings I hope that its u .. I hope that one day I can pick up my ringing phone and ur beautiful name will appear .. Yes .. Its very unlikely .. But everyone has dreams right? .. And I hope one night ur dreaming of me .. Wake up missing me .. And call .. I await you .. I Love You My Prince
Im sleepy .. **** .. But I meant that damnit! .. I think? .. But just because I feel this way at this moment has nothing to do with the next .. Cuz come tomorrow .. I might be like who and the HELL wrote this bull .. Im moody and my feelings change like Jlo change **** so what shoot me :arrow:
I ain't mad @ cha, chica...
I definitely sympathize with u...
& i go thru the same types of episodes...when it's just a flood of emotions...about different people...& it's hard 2 hold back....
it was brave for you to publicize that...& admit it all to yourself...
good luck with however you end up pursuing that...
Yes girl Im sure u know what I mean .. I remember when u was havin ya lil battle with ur emotions a minute ago .. I can rely on u when we talkin about the episodes lol
Yea I dont know what Im gon do .. Well yes I do .. Sit back and wait for what I said in my post .. Not literally sit back and do nothing or not talk to anyone else but just hope I guess lol .. But Im DEFINITELY NOT callin him .. Thats for sure :arrow:
I will have known you now for about four years...
Would have...if we were still as tight as we were before...
It's crazy...'cause I have definitely had my share of fall-outs with once-close friends...
Most of the fall-outs...stayed that way...
But for some strange reason...your situation is different...
You know why we fell out...why things were never the same after I just couldn't take anymore...why we didn't talk for SUCH a long time...even after you tried to get in contact with me...and act like everything was still cool...when it wasn't cool with me just yet...
But believe it or not...maan...I still find myself missing you.....and I don't know why, but even find myself comparing all guys I meet to you....
I always expect the friendships or general relationships I have with otha brothas I meet to be identical to the one that you and I had...or even better...and while many have resembled ours....none have been the same...none...
I wanna say I miss you so much because you left a lasting impression when there was no room for anyone else to leave the impression...your impression took up all of the space, lol...
And how we met was craaazy, man....if one thing would've been even SLIGHTLY different....I might've never known you at all...I wonder how things would be now in my life and with different people if I would have never met you....hmm, pretty interesting to think about...
I had close guy friends before you & I met, but nowhere near as close as you were....when we were close, you were the one and ONLY close male FRIEND of mine....and although there were other guys who came into my life at the same time as you...you were the only one who seemed to have long-term potential...
Man, it's just so crazy....you had the strongest pride in the world...as did I...which I suppose, in the end, was our downfall...in addition to certain specific incidents, of course....
You and I still keep in contact now...but only once in a blue moon...as you've clearly moved on with your life, as tough as you may be choosin' to live it and unhappy you seem to be...and I have moved on with mine....
The last time we talked...it was almost like old times....a laid-back conversation...easygoing...no tension....I was feelin' it....& you said you were too...
But that was just one conversation...us being friendly...but us trying to truthfully go back to how it really used to be...would probably end up being rather awkward...
But yep, yep, yep - you are the ONE person from my past who I feel there was no closure....feels like we're not done with each other...
And whether it be by choice...by force...or by coincidence...I know that there is still so much left between us...good and bad...
Don't know if it'll unravel within the next month...or maybe the next decade...but I know & feel that whatever it is is gonna see itself out before each of us leave up out of this lifetime.....
Its 4am and I cannot sleep .. I got someone on my mind real hard .. And its been like this for a minute .. So I decided to make a dedication post .. Everyone can come here and dedicate anything theyd like to someone special .. Dont have to say any names .. Just maybe somethin u never got a chance to say or always wanted to say but never had the courage.. They might not hear it or read it but at least u got it off ur chest which is somethin that I really need to do right now ..
Dear Prince
You are wonderful in more ways than one .. There is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of u .. But I have to let u go now .. I dont know how or when but it must be soon .. Just know that I will never do the things she did to u .. Cuz I love u .. I wanna hurt u so much without hurting you at all .. I wanna think of u without u crossing my mind .. I wanna apologize without sayin Im sorry .. I wanna talk to u without saying one word .. And every time my phone rings I hope that its u .. I hope that one day I can pick up my ringing phone and ur beautiful name will appear .. Yes .. Its very unlikely .. But everyone has dreams right? .. And I hope one night ur dreaming of me .. Wake up missing me .. And call .. I await you .. I Love You My Prince
Im sleepy .. **** .. But I meant that damnit! .. I think? .. But just because I feel this way at this moment has nothing to do with the next .. Cuz come tomorrow .. I might be like who and the HELL wrote this bull .. Im moody and my feelings change like Jlo change **** so what shoot me :arrow:
I ain't mad @ cha, chica...
I definitely sympathize with u...
& i go thru the same types of episodes...when it's just a flood of emotions...about different people...& it's hard 2 hold back....
it was brave for you to publicize that...& admit it all to yourself...
good luck with however you end up pursuing that...
Yes girl Im sure u know what I mean .. I remember when u was havin ya lil battle with ur emotions a minute ago .. I can rely on u when we talkin about the episodes lol
Yea I dont know what Im gon do .. Well yes I do .. Sit back and wait for what I said in my post .. Not literally sit back and do nothing or not talk to anyone else but just hope I guess lol .. But Im DEFINITELY NOT callin him .. Thats for sure :arrow:
ha, i feel u...
love...or whateva u wanna call it....@ our age...is a trip...everybody always got somethin' different goin' on...& that's when things start 2 clash..
& yea, i used 2 not be so open w/ my emotions & feelings, good or bad.....mostly it was about pride...and stubbornness....but i'm workin' on it....
